Do you know that I've written over three "journal" drafts ever since I posted the last once but tadhana always plays around with me brain (or internet) and causes them to vanish soo... I must update the journal.

Okay my life sucks. How very optimistic!
I broke down a while ago (hihihihihi long story) and it's so annoying because i'm not exactly "breaking down" material (son of a...). So, yeah, i'm swimming in frustration.

We haven't even tested the frucking liquid detergent which POPS for IP... it's due on thursday. I haven't even started my guidance reflection.. WHO CARES LETTER GRADE.

Every single day since saturday, i've been busy doing something.. kumon, faci, IP, ICAlettes, klab etc. etc. etc. to the 100000 power. I was gonna go to school on friday for the first and second period just to take the Filipino quiz, but I realized after heavy contemplation that I'd just hurt myself in the process so: No Anna of Friday and She Feels SO Damn Good About It.

Even if I complain about leaving school and joining the circus every day, I'm not the "absent-ing" type... when we went for the visa crap, I was half day... When i'm sick, I usually don't realize until a few bits before lunch... But I have decided maturely not to go to school.

I NEED A BREAK AND YOU, WHO IS READING THIS, DESERVE ONE TOO.

I'm so tired, my everything hurts... my eyes hurt, arms, skin, brain, conscience, even my heart hurts... (No, i'm not heart broken sobrang cheesy) = emotional instability.

Bostania is the country Diane G wrote instead of Bulgaria. What the....

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Something cool just happened, i'm printing a stupid IP survey.. so when it came out, the wind from the fan blew it back in the receiver hole (lets call it that)... so it was doing double duty.. it came out ALIVE.

And then, the slightly crumpled yet alive paper was placed at the bottom of the pile (I wanted to save nanay earth so I back-to-back-ed it)... and then it went it again... the text is tilted but whatever. It's still alive.

Therefore, it is safe to conclude that my printer is incapable of having a paper jam.

BY THE WAY, I spent minutes looking for the perfect mood.. the arms just won me over.